Maybe I need a longer break
Even though I have been writing mainly about times that I can hardly remember I feel a big block now. Maybe it is that I do not want to remember or someone or something inside of myself does not want...
View Articleprofound change
It’s been a year that we went home for our holidays and last year I was really scared. Scared only of the fear I suppose because in the end it all went well and I had no trouble at all with flashbacks...
View Articledetermined not to give up…..
This morning I just sat there and did not want to do anything. Just sit there and drink coffee. But I got myself around to draw a animal spirit guide card and it was “Platypus”. It’s message: “Stop...
View ArticleI have been gentle with myself
Since I had trouble at work again my stomach is playing up getting worse and worse. I have tried the usual as I thought there is no point in going to the doctor. He would just tell me it is stress...
View Articleam still angry ~ so angry
I have dealt with my grieve. I have dealt with my fears. I have discovered my happiness. I have discovered my passion. But I am still angry. SO angry. It hides in my dreams. It hides in my...
View Articlegood intentions
I have set good intentions since last week when I realised I had not been posting for such a long time. Seems like my life is occupied much more with thriving now. There are still the old issues of...
View ArticleIts so cold……
where I am. Well, compared to Siberia or Alaska it is probably pretty warm but for UK standards March at 0C which feel like -10C is just not ok! I remember last year the only time where it was really...
View Articlebeen better…..
…. but also worse. Apparently the “I give up” strategy has worked out as I am biting a lot less than before. There was one day since last week where I have been biting really badly but the rest was...
View ArticleTransformation
Time to change is a UK based movement to end discrimination against people suffering mental health issues but that is not what I want to write about today. I just really like the expression and I can...
View Articlesick and tired
I am sick and tired of all that sh..! Have been writing a few times about my employer and how he has a tendency to favour bullies and punish those who do a good job. My husband is the latest victim and...
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